My starting 5

I did one of these on FB but didn't go into too much deep stuff. If your reading this you probably deserve to know more anyway...


1) I've been an athlete since I was 5. At a time when most kids were inside playing games I was still outside getting bruises and busting ish. I feel that this has been a gift and a curse. Gift because I know what being healthy is like. I know what motivation is. I know how it feels to reach goals. Curse because I know how it feels to fall short. I know how it feels to under perform. I feel because of this my college experience hasn't been all it could have been at this point. Between mono my freshmen year and my current state as a track runner since the start of this school year I don't know how to define myself anymore. My motivation toward any of my goals has been dwindling a lot lately because of this. It's a feeling noone can relate to unless they have been in my situation...that includes fellow athletes and normies.

2) People piss me off. Too many excuses and false promises. On top of this people cannot admit to admitting when someone makes a human mistake. Whether it be someone messing up a pizza at a pizza place or a QB makes a bad pass. Give them a break folks...

2a) I feel this needs a sub bullet. I FUCKING HATE liars. I've been trying to cut my cursing back but that is how I feel about liars. No one knows this but I've been lied to more times then I care to count by people that claim they care. Your lies hurt. Stop it. And people wonder why I don't show emotion much or tell all my business....

3) If I ever met my sperm donor or his mother I'd probably kick them in the shins. Jackasses.

4) As much as this post show far makes me sound evil and bitter I'm really not. If your one of the few that really knows me and is cool with me you know I'm too soft for my own good sometimes. That is only if your good with me....or your lucky.

5) I've come to realize music is my outlet for everything. Music is my religion, the fretboard is my church, and pinch harmonics are my savior...